chickened out

Hey, FX. First, sincere congratulations for giving it a try. Even a seasoned flasher or exhib guy has "chicken out" moments. We want to exhib, need to exhib, can feel the churning sensation in the stomach telling us-- it's time! But, when the time comes, we back out.

But even that walk down the dirt road was thrilling, wasn't it? Try to recapture in your head the amazing feeling you had on that road. That feeling will get you back out there for the next time. And the more daring the exhib scenario, the stronger that feeling will be.

I live for that feeling, bro. And you will, too. Keep trying and trying, FX. You want this and need this. And you will be rewarded with an amazing thrill. We're all rooting for you. Keep us posted, man.