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Instinct is a video that changes the aesthetic of my previous five videos and crosses into a dark experimental playground. I have chosen to make music a nessarly element in this video. This contradicts my personal aesthetic of what makes good or bad pornography, but I wanted to challenge myself not only at a physical level but also in an intellectual manner. Music in this video is used to set the atmosphere, themes, and to further project the visceral elements of this video. The minimalistic track titled, Stomp, by Ben Frost establishes a climatic suspense corresponding to the sequence of events and also sets the contrast between a subtle yet aggressive mood. The track continues to explore the world in which music and sneakers culture coexist. I believe these two subjects collide at a physical level for example when we walk from point A to point B we feel the impact of each step through our legs. Sometimes we can hear these sounds and at other times we do not, but we are aware of their presence through our sense of feel. When thinking about beat I could not help myself but connect the idea of foot steps. I thought about how different sneakers produced different beats. I believe the sub bass beats of, Stomp, perfectly captivated the physicality of the subject. Another reason I choose the track, Stomp, was because of its very masculine nature, it's sensual aggressiveness is filled with testosterone jabs that spread in each pulse.
A theme I wanted to explore was masculinity, but in a less conventional form. Here on X-tube I have come across several videos of extremely butch and masculine men wearing g-strings, thongs, etc. that are made to look "unisex". In most cases these men are bottoms ,but one would never guess from appearance alone. I'm not trying to make any generalization just making observations.There is something about the image and idea I found extremely fascinating and erotic! I wanted to explore by pushing the envelope in this video and focusing on a form of masculinity which embraces an ambiguous sexual nature that can appear feminine through a "unisex" article of clothing but none the less uses it to celebrate the male sex. For example when the term masculine comes to mind we do not associate it with a golden g-string. The first thing that might come to mind could be athletic sports etc… In wearing a g-string in this video I wanted to celebrate the lines, curves, and the sensuality of the male anatomy. I wanted to set a side social preconceptions and allow the visual aspect to set the rules for the composition. Also In this video I decided to include an ass shaking portion, which is very much against my personal liking, but I believe it was a good element of foreplay to further help organize this sequence of events. On a side note I know I need to work on my fluidity, believe me I've taken ballet and modern dance and I know its something that needs lots of work.
Adidas Instinct Hi's are like my hooves. My Adidas Instinct Hi's inspired the following. In Instinct I wanted to bring out the uninhibited sexual creature in me. I wanted to embrace my physical abilities: the need to release energy, create movement, change the states of my body by initiating heat through friction, secrete sweat, saliva, bodily fluids, and to evoke desire. I wanted to capture rawness and expose a full-blooded testosterone experience. Another theme explored in this video was the beastly nature of sex. I wanted to create something extremely visual, "nasty" ,and " freak" like. I wanted to orchestrate a lusty moaning and groaning sweat bath with the fresh scent of male musk penetrating the air. Flesh opening and closing like a gluttonous mouth being stuffed with raw meat. Last and final I wanted to portray a passionate body rolling around a dick like a swine does on mud. My biggest goal was to become my primordial self, sperm.
When speaking of sexuality I've established that my sexuality is men in sneakers. Not every man in sneakers. Not every sneaker does the trick. It is complicated to explain, but the core to this sexuality is based on aesthetics and attitude. You embrace that which you are, a body inside a pair of sneaker to become a solid entity. You no longer are attached the the idea that sneakers are a material object because material objects are empty and without a body.
In this final paragraph I want to address some questions that have been brought up in previous videos that I believe should be answered. I do read every message whether it is sent through private mail or posted in a comment on a video or profile and honestly appreciate the feedback! 1. I was requested to feature more of the sneaker and in this video I tried my best to capture what I believe captures the essence of my sneaker interest. For me it was important not to film a sneaker commercial or another fetish video, but more so show how I use my sneakers to perform physically. Not only do they inspire me sexually, they help me have a good grip, they provide comfort, and they are visually pleasing on the screen. So to the gentleman who wanted to see more of the sneaker, I honestly tried my best to add more sneaker shots and action. 2. I have been asked by a few when I'm going to record with someone else. Personally I do not think it is essential to have a second person to enjoy sex especially if that second person is not fully what you are looking for. Its tough being a sneaker enthusiast because you slice your finding of a partner by 85%. Some guys are into sneakers, but they are the general sneaker head or sneaker fetishist and thats not what I identify with. In playing with yourself there is less restraint in the sexual field, you will never be disappointed with performance, and you get to learn/ know more about what your sexual potential can be. I guess sex in a way is like an art form, if you do not become familiar with it you can not use it properly, and if you can not use it properly how are you going to try to share the act with anyone? Maybe somewhere down in the future I'll have the pleasure to come across a proper partner, with the right sneakers, right attitude, and proper chemistry. Final and last Hope you guys will find this video interesting and engaging.This video is the tip of the iceberg. I believe I'm starting to cross a fine line in my interest in sneakers, art, sex, and music. I strongly believe there is so much more that I can give, express, and perform. Hopefully I have to proper tools and spaces to create these experiences.
P.S. I have a guilty pleasure I am very ashamed of but it also helped me in riding the monster of dick rambone and that is listening to Fly Young Red's, Throw That Boy Pussy, on repeat. I hate the term boy to describe a full grown man and well i'm not too fond of calling my ass a pussy, but the song is so nasty I can't help but get so turned on when I hear it.
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