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Just a brief update on what's new in the diddler's world, lately.  School has been in session for a few weeks now, and the new students are fine.  We have a new assistant principal who is really hot, and sometimes I fantasize about him while masturbating.  My boyfriend and I continue to have a long-distance relationship. My masturbation has been frequent and satisfying, as usual.  I've lately gotten into an ultra-gentle edge stroking phase.  My regular clitoris fingering stroke is proababl...
Sep 09, 2014

As I mentioned in my July 3, 2012 blog post, I've been a practicing edger since the age of 13 or 14.  Within only a short period during my early teen years, I was well on my way to develping the masturbatory skills I have today. . Before I committed myself to edging, I had hair-trigger orgasms.  Clitoral fingering aroused me so quickly that within a few short minutes, my pc muscle was off having a mind of its own and my vagina was contracting like crazy.  At that young and immature ag...
Jul 20, 2014

I had an unexpectedly long orgasm after a quickie last night.  By now, it's no secret that I'm an edge fanatic.  I've been that way since the age of 14.  I edge almost every time I masturbate.  Even when I tell myself from the beginning of a session that I won't edge this time, because I'm afraid that edging will lose its appeal if do it too much, I can't stop.  I prolong my orgasm even if I plan not to.  Edging just feels too good t...
Jun 18, 2014

Yesterday was the first day of the month post-period, so I'm going to start keeping track of my monthly masturbation tally then.  I masturbated right before falling asleep.  I think I was already half asleep during the process or falling in and out of sleep because I remember very little of it.  I would wake from my almost sleep with my hands still "in position," and finally I decided to finish myself off and be done with it.  The orgasm was satisfying ...
May 21, 2014

Masturbation wish list   1.  The ability to stroke harder and faster than I do while still keeping my orgasm under control   I used to have a subscription to a pay site that showed women masturbating and having genuine orgasms.  I noticed that many could stroke fairly hard and fast without climaxing for a long time.  I would like to be able to stimulate myself with more intensity than I do.  The more vigorous stro...
May 17, 2014

I'm going to make a record of every time I masturbate from the end of one menstrual cycle to the next.  My period ended yesterday, so that was day 1.  I had a long edging session before falling asleep last night.  Foreplay was minimal.  I used my usual dry stroke (no lubrication on fingers; stroking the glans indirectly over the clitoral hood and labia minora).  I fantasized about girls masturbating in front of full-length mirrors and my own experiences when...
Apr 22, 2014

Even though I love my job as a librarian, my dream job would be to be a model for a medical illustrator who draws for gynecology textbooks.  In this next installment of what I think about as I am mastubating, I will describe the scene. . I'm at the medical illustrator's studio.  It is spacious, comfortable, and well-lit.  There is a gynecological exam table next to his workstation.  I'm naked from the waist down, feet in the stirrups...
Mar 12, 2014

I'm going to take a break from writing about my masturbation practices for a while to write about my masturbatory fantasies.  These thoughts that come to mind when I'm masturbating usually have something to do with being watched while I'm doing it.  These fantasies of having people witness and enjoy my masturbation are very arousing for me.  Let me know if you would like to read more of these. . A good but simple one is the standard mutua...
Feb 05, 2014

As all of you who are familiar with my profile know, foreplay is essential when I masturbate.  I don't skimp on the foreplay when I'm with my boyfriend, so I don't skimp when I'm with myself.  I've recorded videos of some of my tried-and-true standard foreplay strokes, but there are many more.  Sometimes, I'll have a session where my foreplay consists of these proven "regulars," and at other times, I'll spend some time exploring and d...
Feb 01, 2014

There may be people out there who think I have a masturbation addiction.  It's true that I masturbate a lot.  Although it's hard to estimate how my frequency and total time spent masturbating may stack up against the general population, I think I'm well within the top 5%.  When I was a teen (and even a bit before) and in my early twenties, twice a day clitoral fingerings were fairly common.  Once daily was a minimal standard of sorts.  Three times in...
Dec 20, 2013

Every now and then, I have "the big one," the orgasm that is so much stronger than what I normally have that it threatens to annilate me.  I feel it coming with only a few seconds' worth of warning, and I fear it as much as I desire it.  It's one of those that is just as painful as it is pleasurable.  When it signals to me its upcoming presence, I have only a moment to decide how I will have it. . I can let go passively and allow th...
Dec 17, 2013

My boyfriend likes to talk about my "diddle face," that look on my face when I'm masturbating.  I've seen it myself during those times when I pull my armchair to my full-length mirror to get the full-body view.  Most of the time, when it's a mirror kind of day, I use the small make-up mirror for the gynecological view.  You've seen me doing it in a video.  I like it.  However, once in a blue moon, I want some variety and set up for a fu...
Oct 20, 2013

If I have a philosophy of edging, I would say that to edge is to value the journey more than the destination. . Even though I began to edge in my early teens after reading about how doing it would produce a stronger orgasm (see July 3, 2012 blog), as I grew older and became a more experienced masturbator, the orgasm became less the point for me.  This is not to say that I don't value the "payoff" that always comes after a good edge.  Don'...
Aug 19, 2013

I'm hoping to keep up my new goal of blogging more frequently.  I'm not sure how many people are visiting this section, but if you want more frequent entries, please let me know. . In my previous post, I wrote about how directly touching my vulva with my fingers is an absolute must for me during masturbation.  No toys will ever get in the way of my being able to handle the sensations of soft, wet, fleshy, smooth, and stiff in the varied terrain of...
Aug 07, 2013

Many of you have asked why I choose to go toy-free when I masturbate.  For me, it's a matter of simple preference.  The toys I've tried just don't provide me with anywhere near the amount of pleasure I can give myself with my fingers.  I have tried a heavy-duty Hitachi-type toy, and I can have oragsms with those, but it feels like my body is just mechanically responding to something.  It's the same thing with those bullet vibes.  I've also tr...
Aug 03, 2013

There are people who just happen to masturbate, and then there are masturbators.  I'm a masturbator.  The difference between the two depends on whether someone masturbates out of a lack of having an available partner at the time or whether that someone prefers the act of masturbation above anything else.  As anyone who is familiar with my profile can tell you, I prefer masturbation. . I have a boyfriend, and he understands that I would rather hav...
Jun 22, 2013

Yesterday, I spent the entire time between when I got home from work and when I fell asleep devoted to my sexual gratification.  I started out in the late afternoon by watching porn (female masturbation, of course!) with my laptop in bed and allowing my vaginal juices to flow freely as I indulged in the visual stimulation.  I took a short break to eat dinner and shower, and while in the shower I scooped out all of the arousal secretions from inside my vagina with my finger so ...
May 14, 2013

I gave my first masturbation show when I was 18, and I was instantly hooked.  I knew right away that exhibitionistic masturbation would be a lifelong love of mine.  Previously, I had had explicit phone conversations with a high school boyfriend about how I pleasured myself, but I was too self-conscious to allow him to watch in person.  This experience with my first casual sexual encounter would eventually pave the way for what I've become today. . ...
Apr 27, 2013

Masturbation is a form of self-care for me.  Just like exercising, eating right, and getting enough sleep, it's something I do for myself to ensure my health and well being.  And just like those other things, I plan it.  I have a regular gym schedule.  I buy groceries in advance so I can cook healthy meals.  Why should it be any different when it comes to masturbation? . When I know that my sex drive is going to be even higher than norm...
Mar 30, 2013

I go through phases of masturbatory technique and style preference.  I love that my years of practice have given me a whole range of ways to masturbate.  As you can see in my videos, there is nothing boring about being a fingers-only gal.  Sometimes, though, for reasons I can't explain, I'll find myself gravitating toward one way or another for a while. . I learned the clitoris fingering method of masturbation as a *********from listening to ...
Mar 09, 2013


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