Hey Boyz & Gurls!!!
Hey, Thanks to everyone who visits my site. I realize it"s been a longtime cumming with new stuff. I will be releasing new stuff soon to redeem myself soon... that will be more kinky. This cums with new pics and such that I have storing for some time. Again, thanks for being patient.
New stuff cumming out. Have my laptop filling up with videos and pics that I will release soon. I know, there"s been considerable downtime, like working, or having a job that distracts me. More importantly, the opportunity has not been there, I will makeup for it with a lot new stuff cumming out this Summer. I look forward to this season more than anyone. Just hope you enjoy. As always, I like your feedback, so let me know what you think. I always wanna be better. I love this stuff... or attention more than anything. If you get off, than I do. It"s that simple. I really want to please. Peace out and luvs.
Hey, it"s Summer 2013 almost and it"s gonna be a good one for me and you I hope. I will have so much more time to produce videos and just hope you appreciate it!!! I wanna work hard to be your hot CD gurl. Time off from school will give me breathing room and free time to enjoy the things in life that I really like: Being SdJillGurl
OB, Cali gurl saying hi!!! Love everyone and send me your thoughts. I work so hard to look good and hope it shows. I just forget to log out, so I appear to be Online all the time.
Thanx so much for the emails. I do respond to them, if you spend the time, then I do!!!.. Anyway like you, I do a have career and life, (yikes, there is life outside of xtube, that sucks), which does not allow me to spend more time on xtube and alike. I really like to share, and not only interested in being the center of attention, ok, I love the attention!!!
As far as Jill goes, she will be the sexy girl-next-door type that dresses in familiar outfits. Mostly, jeans, dresses, lace, and various outfits. Also, I will be digging out of my closet stripper clothes that has collected dust. Years ago, I managed a strip-club in college and collected the outfits girls donated to me so generously. Yes, they knew I had a secret fetish, and, gladly turned them over to me knowing that I enjoyed wearing them. This will be part of another story that I will include in My Story:)
The backdrop of the videos you see of me, or can surmise, takes place in my apartment or beach bungalow I occupy about three blocks from the beach, or, Ocean Beach, Cali. A divorcee living along now:( I could move or upgrade, but why? It is quality and not quantity that I enjoy. Yes, the sounds of beachbreak is ever present. When I can, I take out a board and do.
I love it here and it is truly paradise!!! Sun, surf and babes galore. I use to share it with my Cali wife, not anymore:( I do love my life and would not trade it for anything!!! The people or ethos of this town is so laid back and open-minded, that is why again, I refuse to move!!! Please share something about you. I really like as said before, to hear different points of view. I am not totally self-centered. I really appreciate my fans or interesting stories.
Developing a story about my life and how I became Jill. It is rather long and very comprehensive, where I discuss pretty much everything; no holds barred that includes tips about becoming a CD and everything lurid and kinky about my pretty amazing life. That would take volumes:) It will be released very soon. I have so much to do and love being SdJillgurl. She just takes up so much time.
Just about anything kinky that a CD would enjoy!!! I think being a submissive and dominate sissy if such a thing exists. But, I do prefer lipstick lesbian sex first and foremost. If only my ex-wife had gone along. However, I do want to make it clear that another hot CD or guy fits the bill. CD sex role plqy of course, and servicing a guy; yes, I love to swallow as years of practice have made me an expert:) But, knowing that guys that truly appreciate CDs is an incredible turnon. I want men to objectify me as Jill or a gurl who wants to fulfill a fantasy. Yes, I love a confident, gentle, and kind man, but not in bed or having a good time in general. My fantasies would not allow it, because that inner slut always takes over!!!
That is easy. A narrow-minded and hateful person. There is no room for negativity here on xtube or anywhere else. I welcome all types, colors, shapes and sizes and realize, there are many things that float our collective boats. Mine, being the strangest one of all!!! But, I can say without a doubt, being uncouth or nasty, and pushy without the respect for others takes a precedence with me. We all have our comfort zones and needs. Drama and trauma is something I avoid like the plague. Some thrive on it; I DO NOT. Lest (for fear that; so that (one) should not (used negatively to introduce a clause expressive of an action or occurrence requiring caution) but not least, realizing that one is NOT the only person on the planet with problems goes a long way. Know whata I mean?
Pretty much anything. Although, I do watch not much in the way of movies these days. Most of my time is spent reading either bookprint or Online. I feel this is refreshing and keeps me grounded. My time is so precious. Matter of fact, when I spend it on xtube updating or such, it take away from other things. I have to compensate and work frantically to makeup. But, I am very open to various genres. I find myself watching classics more than anything. Favs: Blade Runner and Blade as an example. This is but a sample.
Well, sports of course. I am quite the sportsfisherman since I grew up on the beach. I did play all sorts and was quite good: baseball, basketball, football, tennis and such. I have taken up golf lately for some strange reason. Ya, you would NOT know it by looking at me now. But, when I show up on that open-chartered boat occasionally in painted nails and outfish every guy there, they tend to have a newfound respect for me at end of the trip!!!
Everything that sounds good. I do not discriminate.
Too many, need I say more!!!
Time spent online?
An hour or so a day
Spiritual but not religious
I'm a non-smoker
I'm a heavy social drinker
About my Partner
By Jill SDJillGurl
I realize this story is very, very, long and will build over time, so please be patient. I will do my best to complete it!!!
I want to share My Story and explain in great detail about how Jill evolved and my life in general that is very detailed and at times, shocking but interesting; I will also intimate how it affects my life in the process. If you are just hear to enjoy the vids and do not care much about reading a diatribe on a complicated life, so be it. I will still appreciate your feedback even it takes the form of horny emails. I understand that you did not expect this, and may not be in the right frame of mind.
As mentioned before, I do respond to emails and would like to hear your thoughts. Just sending my emails that are basic like "Hey" or "I wanna jump your bones" are fine, but not what I am looking for. I prefer to hear something more interesting or thought provoking. Such as, something about you and sexual experiences that describe your personality, development in similar, or perspectives. Remember, I do not like the negative and like to keep the conversion centered on the topic at hand, or, the transvestitism that can add to the conversation.
I would like to add a "readers comments or thoughts section. Since, I know my story is a mere fraction of the stories out there. And, it can only add to the colorful array of perspectives I know is out there.
I really like to hear something different or weird, because I can relate. After all, I am about as strange a person one can become. If you are an open minded, kind, and curious person, please read my story and possibly, learn or relate to it. I have gotten comments on vids that suggestively compare my cock to a clit. I do find this interesting, and realize, that most transgenders are of this mindset. Most men or other gurls, have a preconception of CDs as wanting to imitate women in every respect, which includes their genitals. So, if this is something that you find a necessity to relate, so be it.
I will not be offended, but trust me, I have NO INTEREST IN LOSING MY COCK OR SRS for obvious reasons; it would ruin everything for me. As, I luv women too much, so what would I do? Lesbian sex in fantasy sounds great (like mine!!!!), but in practice never works. Why do they always wear strapons? Although, you might get this impression given my "hobby" or feminine fetish, this is a common misunderstanding that is perfectly understandable. I do think that If I had the ability, or cock long enough, it would spend a considerable amount of time in autofelicio. Self-sucking. I have seen some trannies like "Mint" whose cock I envy, who accomplishes this feat. Of course, she makes a career or main feature in most her vids on this fact. Oh God, I so envy this girl. Most of us would not be able to achieve this, unless we contort and are equipped with a descent sized tool. Which by the way, I HAVE DONE, BUT NOT PHYSICALLY PLEASANT IN THE AFTERMATH GIVEN THE BODY CONTORTIONS INVOLVED. It is like an overlifting weights strain; but much more pleasant. Your muscles and body are stretched to the max:)
I am really tired and it is late, so I will continue this story at a later time. I have so much to write that is based on personal experience and relates information I have gained over years of being a gurly boy. Suffice to say, it will include many tips on various topics that covers everything that you might want to know. I realize everyone is different and approaches differ, by no means are these tips I offer definitive in any sense. I am only offering my version of things. However, I break down the story much like the term paper we all hated with headings. I cannot help it or avoid as well. It is just how I think and offers a much more fluid approach to reading about a subject that allows the reader to better understand. That being said, the following headings will be fleshed out, it just takes time, so please understand.
Early Sexual Experiences
Teenage Years & Submissive Learning
***Warning*** Very Sexually Explicit
Diet or How to be Gurly Thin
I use to be like others when it came to eating habits: mostly crappy. Having an incredibly busy lifestyle, a marriage, and living to eat instead of the other way around, led to me being 200+ pounds and having healthy problems. It was only my *last* wife who convinced me to change. She was a health nut with an incredibly hot body and flawless look. God, I was so lucky. How she married me in the first place, I still wonder.
Anyway, we had a typical life in which she always prepared dinner and I ate whatever was ready. But, I felt guilty because she always made something that was different for her and me. While I would eat a steak for instance, she had Salmon and veges. It took some time for me to catch on, and out of love for her and constant prodding did I change. I was a sucker for snacking. I would have a bag of chips and soda at my desk in the classroom. And like I said, McDs and I were friends on weekends, but I never told her. I was slow to change and it took baby steps. Like snacking on fruit instead of crap. Convincing myself that healthy was worth it. Moreover and as anyone who has dieted, it took some time to develop the discipline to succeed. Meaning, the first few months were pure hell, where I craved my old self. But, these things change as I will allude to at the bottom of the piece.
I think this excerpt is most illustrative of what I mean in terms of the Ketogenic diet that I undertook. Please remember, that are certain caveats that i encountered using this diet. It is what bodybuilders use to prepare for competition. But, I can say without a doubt, IT MELTED THE POUNDS LIKE NOTHING ELSE. AND, IT CREATED THE SINEWY BODY I NOW ENJOY:
"Low-carb diets or all of its muscle-stored glycogen, a form of carbohydrate. If you do not cut your carbs sufficiently, your body may not burn fat at your desired rate. Low-carb diets can also cause muscle-loss."
I must preempt this analysis, given the fact the rapid fat loss equates with muscle loss. This is true w/o supplements. Remember glycogen=fat. It is a building block that through categenesis translates itself into fat. That being said, one must remember that adequate water intake and protean supplements counteract this effect. That is what body builders know, and leads to an incredibly lean body like mine. I will not delve too much into this topic, but I can tell you that taking a low-carb diet and intense workout will produce results. The only admonition is that this type of diet produces intense ketones. Meaning, you piss very yellow and this factor is a result of your body burning protean as a substitute energy source: hence ketones. But, you still need to intake carbs with fruits or bread on an occasional basis, otherwise, you will be physically depleted or drained.
You see, when you take a low carb diet and stress protean as a main source, your body still needs energy. And, carbs are a main source, but protean takes over... hence protean supplements to subvert this process or stop it dead in it tracks, and build upon it with muscle enhancing effect low fat diet has. Simple sugars being the best like fruit. Being deprived of this source, creates survival mode within your body as it seeks something that is missing. Hence, the "Ketogenic" diet which leads to rapid weight loss. Your body feeds on itself to maintain a catalytic state=turning raw material into metabolism. Meaning, the fat storages become a primary source of energy to sustain homeostasis that kick in protean ONLY WHEN FAT IS OUTSOURCED. But, we have already solved this problem as mentioned above. And, rapid weight loss ensues. This by no means is a long terms diet, since I plan on weaning myself off it when I achieve my ideal weight like now. Since I have learned, the kidneys suffer tremendous stress having to process the byproduct of ketogenisis or lead to malfunction due to usual stressors.
But, this is good maintenance diet that I use to maintain current body fat percentage like: four percent, and, the incredibly sinewy body you see on my vids. The body can only so take so much stress that challenges its ability to sustain. I only know that having a ketogenic state competes with the body"s attempt to filter out other impurities. That is what the kidneys are designed to do.
I realize the above paragraph is technical and longwinded, but I needed to explain myself. It is a shorthand explanation of what a protean + vegetable diet is all about. It also includes fats of course, but like I said, w/o carbs to stall the process or act as primitive storage devises, the fat just passes through. That is why the Atkins Diet is so popular. You can satisfy you cravings for fat w/o it ever being metabolized. Because, the body is busy metabolizing the fat storages that w/o the body kicking in with carbs for that primitive state I mention below, skips this step.
That being said, I will include my typical diet: it consists as you might imagine: eggs or protean of some sort every morning that includes a vege. Of course, probiotics supplements CAN be used. But this is mostly for aging digestive systems or people who need help. But yogurt, is a must to maintain a healthy flora. This is also the biggest meal of the day; so calories are of no concern. Lunch, takes a leaner approach like fish / fruit. I must also mention, that IU am very disciplined and avoid any and any snacking. This lead to much if not all of my weith problem. Since, I could not resist the snack bar at work. I did start slowly at first by ordering that fruit or banana instead of chips; no pun intended:) Then dinner is somewhat boring or the same: protean / vegetables. I must stress that the type of diet one undertakes is important. My diet consists of something is Mediterranean in nature: the items mentioned
I know that what I have written is INCREDIBLY FUCKING BORING AS FOOD GOES, BUT LOOKING GOOD OR BEING HEALTHY DOES NOT GO WITHOUT SACRIFICE. DO REMEMBER, YOU LOSE YOUR CRAVINGS FOR CRAP FOOD OVER TIME. I NOW TRULY ENJOY AND LOOK FORWARD TO THE TYPES OF FOODS OR DIET I HAVE MENTIONED. EVERYTHING IN THIS WORLD IS AN ACQUIRED TASTE, EVEN UNHEALTHY FOODS!!!
Read more: www.livestrong.com/article/224933-an-extreme-bodybuilding-diet/#ixzz2FeceMIHf
Self Care: Personal Grooming, Manscaping, Skincare and the Impact of Dieting
Workout & Fitness Tips
The approach I take towards fitness and working out is serious. Since, I think you noticed my incredibly lean and muscular body. I think I am about the 2-4 percent range in body fat like marathon runners for instance. Anyway, this was not always the case. There was a time that like you maybe, I was overweight and unhealthy. For these reasons: health and vanity, I started about a year to whip myself into shape. This also had the unintended effects of allowing to pursue Jill with a passion. So that being said, there are many benefits to being healthy with the most obvious one being: improving your physical appearance. Of course, dieting is an important part of this, but I will go into that part later.
**Important note** Dieting is so crucial to trimming down or achieving that lean, cut body that I have, why? Because any bodybuilder will tell you honestly this: 90 percent of muscle definition is DIET. The rest is workout. Something those informercials about ab machines never say. You could do a thousand sit ups a day and never get that washboard stomach. Know whata I mean?
Suffice to say, you will need to experiment and learn as much as you can about getting fit, or, cardio for loss weight, and weight lifting to increase lean body mass AT THE SAME TIME. Also, you need to establish goals: do you want to bulk up or just get that lean body look like mine? I think the latter is obvious, since I do NOT know of any bodybuilders that currently do drag, but I could be wrong.
Next, let us go to my routine. Mostly, I am very disciplined. Meaning, I have a schedule and stick to it no matter what. This is incredibly important, since establishing a habit of working out is important, and, will become deeply ingrained. Like everything else in life, it becomes a habit over time, so to, can being a gymrat like me. That is why most diets or fitness programs fail. They roll their programs and fail to tell you, by the way, that strict adherence is required. Sure, they offer caveats from what I seen that say, "Well, if fall off the program, it is easy to get back on" sort of stuff. This is an incredible lie and why, most diets fails or people yo-yo constantly on this stuff. I know you do not want to hear this: but fitness and dieting REQUIRES A RELIGIOUS ADHERENCE TO BEING SUCCESSFUL, AND HAS THE ADDED BENEFIT OF BECOMING A LIFELONG HABIT DEEPLY INGRAINED.
Becoming a Gurl & Makeup Iips: My Approach
How to Make Vids
The videos you see are a result of my "weekend transformations" in which I devote endless hours to production. This usually means three phases or preproduction: deciding upon a theme, outfit selection and makeup ï which is crucial to getting the right look. I cannot stress enough showering before in order to have that new canvas to work with and being totally clean before the process. Being in that "refreshed" moment helps with the creation process. After all, one should NOT be donning his girly personna after getting home from work as a spontaneous (horny) thought; while it seems unavoidable and you think it doesn"t matter, guess what: it shows and not that attractive. Also, I just use a camcorder that streams into my laptop, preloaded editing software, tripod and various props like turning the extra bedroom into video studio. This is something I am working on to improve. Hence, the BedRoomPlay and LivingRoomPlay titles which are self explanatory. I will dare venture outside in public with a video camera, but how would that be like filming some the filthy things I have done on the past the I am not proud of and even embarrassed to admit (I will allude to these experiences in other pieces).
Your opinion or order of things may differ, but is how I do it. This phase is definitely the most labor intensive and critical for desired outcome. Ninety percent is preparation as the saying goes the rest is execution. The entire process is more art-form than anything else ï but some elements or steps are mandatory to achieve a desired result. Case in point: the steps I have mentioned above.
Next, production: actual shooting which includes lots of footage. The editing process afterwards will eliminate a lot of unwanted stuff ï as you might expect. This is the critical phase in some respects, even though I delete a lot of material, the wheat is separated from the chafe. It also sets up the narrative. That"s when I know a good video can result. In other words, will the piece come alive.
To reduce my chances of failure, I juxtapose various types of posing, facial expressions and acting within the video scenes. Of course, I use tried and true acting methods or provocative posing that strangely enough, research beforehand. Magazines like Playboy and Maxim offer a wealth ï I just read them for different reasons:) Finally, the editing process includes the technical side of transformations and effects. It"s a literal stitching together of pre-selected or hodgepodge film scenes into a coherent piece that flows. It supposed to be seamless and natural unfolding of an acting scene that is anything but flawless sometimes... you may have noticed. However, I am pleasantly surprised sometimes of the film footage and it just comes together a lot easier. BedRoomPlay was a single shoot and required little editing for example. Hey, it"s how the pros do it!
Just a footnote: I never submit raw footage; it"s amateurish and colossal waste of time. How do you think those hollywood porns are so glossy and "sellable" Online? It"s not some guy free lancing with his camcorder ï it wouldn"t sell!
Of course, and as I mentioned before, this entire process only takes place on a time-availability basis, so there will be down times between content being released or new videos coming out. But when it happens, a plethora of videos spews forth (no pun intended) for the tons of raw footage I have taken. When this happens, I hope to vindicate myself for not providing a continuous stream of new stuff. I am fully aware that one either publishes or perishes
People have always craved something new and different. The Internet and instant availability of content in the modern age has placed this natural human tendency on steroids. One can never rest on their laurels; unless they"re dead and published some great canon for western literate. it"s not just college professors at the touted university level... oops, revealing something I will never achieve at my plebian SDDCD teaching gig.
My obsessive-compulsive personality is geared toward paying attention to every detail or meticulousness. That"s why I am able to achieve that sexy, feminine look you see in the final product. Remember, this is an art-form and for anything to be successful, it must have a commitment of time, energy, and thorough understanding of the process involved.
Doesn"t this whole story sound like someone who is obsessive-compulsive about posting porn Online or something most people would NOT give a second thought about? Well, that in part is why I produce the stuff I think is likable.
Finally, I just hope that it shows and you appreciate it and gonna experiment with Dragqueen look.
My Ideal Life
Age of partner from
Age of partner to
Erotic Chat/Email/Phone Fantasies, Cross-Dressing, Other "Alternative" Activities
Matters the most
Partners genitals should be
Trimmed to be neat
I dont want my partner to smoke
I dont mind if my partner drinks heavily
5 ft 11 in
Shaved or waxed to be neat
Glasses or Contacts
Entertainment, Sports and Hobbies
Arts/Museums, Books/Reading, Politics
Dancing, Live music/Music, Movies/Film, Theater/Arts
Always at the gym
Work & Living Environment
Favorite sexual fantasy
Cross-dressing fantasies or role-playing. An erotic encounter with another hot gurl is one of my fantasies ï but not the only one! I have another dark secret, one that occupies the deep recesses of my perverted mind in some respects; yet I am somewhat embarrassed to admit that it turns me on. Namely, being ravaged and treated like a piece of meat. Being the centerpiece of group sex where I am forcibly fucked and filled in every orifice with cum by multiple strangers. Men lining up with hard-ons waiting to have train sex and I"m the caboose; a hungry, cheap tranny slut who enjoys men having their way with her:}
To be continued...
Sex, How often?
Not a big part
Practice Safe Sex
Sergeant/Ensign, I'm not into role playing
A dark back alley
Dirty talk during sex?
Is a must during sex!
Making home videos/pics
I'd consider doing
Bars or pubs, Swinging
I dont use toys
Porn Movies, With?
With someone else
Porn Movies, How often?
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