Love People NOT Things: Use Things NOT People.
Up-Dated on: 09 April 2011
Sorry, lots going on, and not enough time to do a proper up-date.
I have moved into a house in Campbell, California â about 5 miles from my former duplex/apartment. If you know the area, I am on S.T.A.R. about 3 doors south of the Farm Milk Dairy Drive-In. I have an even str8er house mate, who is also a friend of my brother, so my entertaining and video career may be on hold for a bit.
The other big news which you all were a a part of, was my breaking the 9 MILLION Total Video Views Mark back on March 12th of this year! Wow, that"s a lot of wanking: the quantity of cum spilled could be measured in barrels.
The rest of the stuff here is old, but if it is new to you â GO FOR IT! Thank YOU all again. It is your support that makes this all worthwhile.
To rip-off Sally Field: "You Love Me! You REALLY Love Me!" It appears that my vids have now reached a level of "Critical Mass" where they will generate about One MILLION Views each month, which is truly astounding to me, as I really didn"t think anyone would watch my vids when I first started posting. THANK YOU, ALL! TWINKS: I love you guys, but please remember that 25 years ago I was one too. In fact, all of us hairy, fat, balding trolls were. Enjoy your youthful beauty while you have it, but remember it is fleeting. Acquaint yourself with the other forms of masculine beauty and male sexuality, otherwise you will become fixated ï and live long lonely lives of desperately chasing something you will never have again. Realistically, take a good look at your Dad "cause that"s what you will look like in 25 years. Oh, and BTW: who do you think votes on your profile, and/or rates your pics and vids? Do you really think your peers care that much? I"ve been dwelling a bit on H. D. Thoreau"s "Most men lead lives of quiet desperation, and go to the grave with the song still in them." I find this to be true of the guys I am "meating" with, especially the MWM"s ï Married White Male. It"s another of my motivations for doing my vids: I don"t want to be quiet anymore and/or desperate. That, and they serve as a "Fuck You! This is what you missed" to all the guys that have ever said "No," or otherwise broke my heart.
Big Egg on my face: the admins changed how vids are recommended now, so my older stuff hardly gets any views at all. So much for Critical Mass. I"m back to about 100K views a month.
BF Question: Guys do ask me about whether I have a boy friend, or not? I don"t. Many of my friends see me as having great potential as a BF. I don"t. Maybe, it"s a self-esteem thing, or just too much emotional scar tissue, but my view is much like Groucho Marx"s line about how, "I"d never join a club that would have (a person like) me as a member." Likewise, I get really suspicious of guys that take too much of an interest in me ï there must be something really wrong with them if they are interested in me. Not healthy? But, it is where I am, and some things really don"t change. Awareness is only the beginning...
BTW: I only post here on X-Tube, so if you see my pics or vids elsewhere, they have been stolen and reposted without my permission. Theft may be the highest form of flattery, but I hate to see my "work" going out into the world without me getting at least some recognition. So, if you see something out there, please report it to me ï with a link, please.
HOLIDAY GREETINGS: I have been sending greetings out onto profiles here on X-Tube. I knew I couldn"t do ALL of my "Friends", but I thought I could at least cover my "Subscribers." This is proving to be a daunting task. I am now hoping to be done by February, or so ï Actually, I finished in late January having sent out close to 3,000 Greetings ï first to my Subscribers, then to people who had posted comments on my PROFILE, and finally to people with whom I have had correspondence. I doubt I will do that again next year... But then again, as my good friend Gilderoy Lockhart always says, "Celebrity is as celebrity does."
FRIENDS: Yes, I collect them. I"ll add any guy who asks. Women need to give me a reason. As for requests, I give them to guys who post vids as a "THANK YOU" for contributing to the site. I think "Posters" deserve some extra recognition over "Posers." It boosts both of our stats, and in playing "Six Degrees of Gay X-Tube," I am now a power-link to a host of guys.
PM"s: I check my mail daily and respond as quickly as I can. I am frustrated at the number of sent messages that go "unread." If you are going to write to me, PLEASE have the courtesy to check for my "Reply."
PSA: FREE, Anonymous, Confidential HIV Testing here in San Jose at the CRANE CENTER 976 Lenzen Avenue, San Jose, CA 95126-2737, (408) 792-3720. Located in the back of the Lenzen Avenue Clinic"s PARKING LOT on Lenzen between The Alameda and Stockton Street. Takes about 30 minutes to find out for sure. I tested NEGATIVE of all STD"s on 24 June 2010.
WHY MARK?: Around my 43rd Birthday, I was in my parents" room and saw my high school Senior Portrait on my Mom"s dresser. I was struck by how young and HOT I was then, as I never considered myself to be either. As I looked in her mirror, I saw a balding, over-weight, middle-aged man with Erectile Dysfunction (ED). Where had that youngster gone? And, what had I accomplished during my "Glory Days?" Fortunately, Jack Nicholson had his "New" movie out: As Good As It Gets. I realized I was/am as good as I will ever be NOW. It"s pointless to cry over my lost years, but in anticipation of my continuing fade, I must grab some glory TODAY. In many ways, the pics and vids are my way of showing off who I am, but they are also my time-capsule which I am sending forward to enjoy later in my life. Being middle-aged is actually a lot of fun. I get offers equally from 18 year olds and 78 year olds ï each has its own perspective, advantages and disadvantages. I"m ENJOYing it ALL.
----///-\\\----Put This ........Cousin Terry
----|||---|||---account If ...Modesto, California
----\\\-///----Someone .........Nov. 10th, 2009
------///\-----Of ............At Peace with Jesus.
More to follow...
TWINKS: I love you guys, but please remember that 25 years ago I was one too. In fact, all of us hairy, fat, balding trolls were. Enjoy your youthful beauty while you have it, but remember it is fleeting. Acquaint yourself with the other forms of masculine beauty and male sexuality, otherwise you will become fixated ï and live long lonely lives of desperately chasing something you will never have again. Realistically, take a good look at your Dad "cause that"s what you will look like in 25 years. Oh, and BTW: who do you think votes on your profile, and/or rates your pics and vids? Do you really think your peers care that much?
I"ve been dwelling a bit on H. D. Thoreau"s "Most men lead lives of quiet desperation, and go to the grave with the song still in them." I find this to be true of the guys I am "meating" with, especially the MWM"s ï Married White Male. It"s another of my motivations for doing my vids: I don"t want to be quiet anymore and/or desperate. That, and they serve as a "Fuck You! This is what you missed" to all the guys that have ever said "No," or otherwise broke my heart.
Eyes, Smiles, and Faces in general. I love good hair, as mine is falling out. Build is not important to me as long as YOU carry it well. Honesty is a big plus in everything. I don"t have time for head games, airs, or pretensions. As for cock, simple rule of thumb. ALL are Great: small for sucking, large forï
Usual STD"s & HIV, Poor Hygiene, Bad Attitude, Drug Addicts, Alcoholics, Smokers. Tats & Piercings in moderation.
I have a real problem with people who steal other guys" material and misrepresent it as their own. I have known too many youngsters who have been hurt by this.
Oh, and Blank Profiles
VARIOUS. Mostly DVD"s from the Library: they"re cheap if not free. All time favorite: The NEVERENDING STORY. Oh, I also have a thing for The EMPIRE of the SUN.
NUMEROUS. Cooking, Gardening, Wood Working (as in the stuff that comes from trees), Out doors, used to SCUBA, backpacking, camping, museums, shows, etc.
I don"t listen much. It interferes with the voices in my head. Otherwise: ECLECTIC, and if you don"t know what that means, look it up.
Classics & Steven King, etc. I don"t read too much anymore. I was/am big on Ayn Rand.
Flag Counter added on August 22, 2010.
I know I have fans on at least six (6) continents ï North & South Americas, Australia, Asia, Europe and Africa. I"m curious though as to whether I"m heating up Antarctica?
Within the city
Time spent online?
Several hours a day
I'm a non-smoker
I don't drink at all
About my Partner
Me. or at least my clone. I make love to guys the way I want them to make love to me. I call friends out of the blue the way I want them to call me. I send greeting cards the way I wish I received them. In theory then, my clone would be my perfect partner.
Male, Gay-Couple, Group
1-on-1 sex, Discreet Relationship, Group sex(3 or more), Exhibitionism & Voyeurism, Miscellaneous Fetishes, Other "Alternative" Activities
Whole package matters more
Partners genitals should be
Does size matter?
What he does with it is what matters
I dont want my partner to smoke
I dont mind if my partner drinks lightly
Few extra pounds
Entertainment, Sports and Hobbies
Antiques/Collectibles, Arts/Museums, Board games, Books/Reading, Camping/Outdoors, Coffee and conversation, Collecting, Cooking, Fishing/Hunting, Gardening/Landscaping, Healthy living, Movies (making), Music/Concerts, Nightclubs/Dancing, Painting, Politics, Television (watching), Travel/Sightseeing
Comics/Anime, Dancing, Live music/Music, Movies/Film, Symphony/Opera, T.V./Videos/DVDs, Theater/Arts
Documentary/Learning, Dramas, Sci-Fi, Variety Shows
Walking to the car is enough for me
Work & Living Environment
Less Than $25,000
Live with roommate(s)
American, Cajun, Chinese, French, Greek, Japanese, Indian, Italian, Mexican, Mongolian, Persian, Pizza, Seafood, Thai, Vegetarian, Vietnameese