19 years old... bi "by" default... bye bye... open minded... a loner... I"ve deleted my videos... it makes me uneasy to think of myself masturbating 75000 times... and it"s not doing anything to fill this void... nothing will... please do not offer to fill my "void"... i"ll "a"void you... to be honest i tend to only really speak to one person on here... the rest I have no idea about... which is not a bad thing, it interests me... i"m picturing married men logging on after putting the kids to bed, older women showing us how to please the mature lady, young girls and guys liberated from porno mag purchases... hairy, shaved, muscle, rounded, tall, short, gay, bi, lesbian, transgender... a porno democracy, where everyone has a say on what"s beautiful... and it"s the variation in taste that makes the tube of X so rich in anaesthetic, numbing insecurities and body issues with the comment, each one contributing to the heel of your boot, growing taller in personal sex appeal... xtube is what youtube will never be... and for that i admire it... it has balls :)... but it"s also as depressing as hell... intimacy without the intimacy... like eating the wrapper of a sandwich it won"t satisfy your hunger... bye for now... maybe i"ll return with a drunken sway...
3 years later... I have returned...
....and the above sounds a bit (a lot) ridiculous now, but i"ll leave it... hanging on the wall...
Loners, natural hairy guys and girls, strangeness, imperfection, social awkwardness, alienation, isolation, solitude, emotional vulnerability, self-destructive personalities, deep thinkers, creative and depressive individuals, risk takers, recklessness, dreamers
movies, nature, music, and yes, the grand old internet.
a lot... loads... lots...
many many many
I drink every night
About my Partner
someone to marry me and my angst
Male, Female, TS/TG/TV
Does size matter?
Size doesn't matter at all