I'm Otis and I am starting to realize things about myself that I previously ignored or denied.
I've said for years that "I'm a real guy with real problems" and only now am I realizing how much of an idiot I can be. I tend to be incredibly impulsive, incredibly intense, and some people find that creepy at times even though I don't mean to be. I am extremely sexually frustrated being a 29 year old virgin but more than that I'm just extremely lonely and have no self worth seeings how I judge my self worth by how much use people have for me, and so far that has only been as a conduit for needless hate, never anything positive.
What I want most in the world is to just find a good woman that will teach me how to respond better and interact with people better and help me understand what pleasure and all the good things in the world are.. For me good things are completely alien and I seem to tend to subconsciously do everything in me power to destroy them when they get close..
I do not seek to be a sub or slave, I just want someone to want me, need someone to need me, would love for someone to love me and show me the world that till now has been kept from me. At this point in my life I'm willing to try most things and crave some more taboo things pretty much on a daily basis.
I just set up a skype account with my hotmail email so feel free to message me on there though I don't have a cam/mic. jaratt85@hotmail
Also I have yahoo messenger at geemanotis
Biggest turn ons, outgoing women that are still sweethearts, blue eyes, large breasts, and a nice cunny. I love tall women too. I am starting to find ebony women incredibly sexy as well, and I can't lie the bustier the better... Blame Easyriders magazine when I was 9 for that particular obsession. Animal toys, zoo, furries, yiff, women with nonhuman partners
SLUT SPOT OR TRAMP STAMP TATTOOS, UGLY BROWN PUSSIES THAT LOOK LIKE A 30 POUND LOBSTER WAS HANGING FROM IT FOR A WEEK, FAKE WOMEN, EXCEEDINGLY LOUD/SCREAMERS, CRAPPY IMPLANTS think Tara Reid, GIRLS THAT LOOK LIKE DRUG WHORES,OVERLY SKINNY GIRLS, SCAT MOVIES, FLAMBOYANT GUYS... OVERLY RELIGIOUS PPL, Bitchy women
welding, custom auto paint, hot rodding, model car building (I do ones I could never fit in but would love to own) fishing, shooting, hopefully shooting youtube videos soon.
mainly metal, but alot of old rock, blues, true motown R&B, jazz, soul
Sherilynn Kenyons"s Dark Hunter Series (what can I say Im an ancient history& mythology freak and love hearing about women being pleasured) redwall, lotr, your typical geek stories basically
Time spent online?
Several hours a day
Goofy, Clever, Obscure
I'm a non-smoker
I rarely drink
About my Partner
I would like to meet a woman that is interested in trading pics/vids and maybe helping me with my toy collection in exchange for pics or vids of me using them. I would love to find a woman with dark hair blue eyes and big breasts that would love to fuck me with a huge strapon while stroking me... I think that would feel amazing.
Or the much less picky and more realistic version:
I would like to find a woman that would be interested in being my online play partner and help me explore the Dom role with sexy chat scenes describing what we"d do together, or me telling her slutty things to do for me that she then either did on cam, or took pics/vids for me to prove that she did it. example: anything from going to work without panties on and masturbating in the work"s bathroom to going out with no bra/panties a short skirt and a big dildo in both holes or something along those lines. there are other ideas too but we would have to talk about those.
Female, Bi-Couple, Lesbian-Couple, Group
Age of partner from
Age of partner to
Erotic Chat/Email/Phone Fantasies, 1-on-1 sex, Bondage & Discipline, Exhibitionism & Voyeurism, Miscellaneous Fetishes, Other "Alternative" Activities
Whole package matters more
Partners genitals should be
Average, Trimmed to be neat, Completely shaved
I dont want my partner to smoke, I dont mind if my partner smokes lightly
I dont mind if my partner drinks lightly
Few extra pounds
6 ft 6 in
Chronic pain, Deafness, Emotional problems
Entertainment, Sports and Hobbies
Board games, Cars, Computer Games, Cooking, Fishing/Hunting, Motorcycles, Movies (making), Movies (watching), Music/Concerts, Watching sports
Comics/Anime, Computer games, Movies/Film
Anime, Cartoons, Documentary/Learning, Dramas, Movie Channels, Sports
Action, Adventure, Animation, Comedy, Fantasy, Porn, Science Fiction, War
Alternative Rock, Blues, Classic Rock, Classical, Hard Rock & Metal, R&B/Soul, Rock 'n Roll
Erotica, Fantasy, Magazines, Mystery, Non Fiction, Romance
Favorite sexual fantasy
The only thing I"ve ever gotten to try other than my hand is anal play for me, I love toys wish I had way more and would love to have a woman use them on me.
I fear I might"ve warped my fragile little mind cuz 3/4 of the time now when I dream about having sex I dream about a woman using a toy on me while giving me my first bj or riding me.
I have no clue what parts of me are really sensitive but dream about finding that out, and a woman trying to get me to moan (I fear making a sound when I masturbate)
Dominance/Discipline, Exhibitionism, Giving Anal Sex, Giving Oral Sex, Handcuffs/Shackles, Making Movies, Massage, Mutual Masturbation, Phone Sex, Piss Play, Public sex, Receiving Anal Sex, Receiving Oral Sex, Strap-Ons, Threesomes, Toys
Afternoon, Mornings, Weekends, Evenings, Noon, Weekdays
Sex, How often?
Not a big part
Dirty talk during sex?
Haven't tried it I'm willing
Making home videos/pics
Have a few pics of myself
Anal/Climax beads, Butt plugs/probes, Cock ring, Dildos/Vibrators, Strap-ons
Chastity devices, Cock and Ball Toys, Collar and leash, Nipple clamps
Porn Movies, Which?
Amateur, Anal, Bisexual, Busty women, Interracial, Teen (18+)