I hope you are all well, whatever season you may be in and wherever you are.
It has been almost three years since I last posted something. As many of you have rightly guessed from my age, this absence has been due to having children. I would never have dreamed it possible, but my new body and the wonderful role of motherhood has had an impact on my sexuality. Inhibitions and insecurities about my post pregnancy curves have taken their toll on my confidence and willingness to share online. For me these things go hand in hand as confidence and being in tune and comfortable with your body are paramount to feeling and being sexy. Children are also time consuming and without time to explore this world, it is easy to put it aside.
The shift of focus and priorities in my life has also suppressed natural feelings of sensuality and creativity (my mind just didn't have the space for it ... and I think that creativity comes with practice too). I am sure that many women can identify with this - luckily and not really surprisingly (thankfully) my bedroom antics didn't suffer too much over the past few years.. still feeling sexy in private :-)
Now though I am ready to take it to another level again. Guided by my husband (who recently organised a surprise sexy gift.. all will be revealed!) combined with sporadic visits to xtube to read your lovely and naughty comments... well, I am feeling the urge to focus on the erotic woman in me (and body). I am tingling with anticipation as I am putting together a new video... Let the fun begin. Rasha x