Feeling the urge again :-)
Hello xtube!
I hope you are all well, whatever season you may be in and wherever you are.
It has been almost three years since I last posted something. As many of you have rightly guessed from my age, this absence has been due to having children. I would never have dreamed it possible, but my new body and the wonderful role of motherhood has had an impact on my sexuality. Inhibitions and insecurities about my post pregnancy curves have taken their toll on my confidence and willingness to share online. For me these things go hand in hand as confidence and being in tune and comfortable with your body are paramount to feeling and being sexy. Children are also time consuming and without time to explore this world, it is easy to put it aside.
The shift of focus and priorities in my life has also suppressed natural feelings of sensuality and creativity (my mind just didn't have the space for it ... and I think that creativity comes with practice too). I am sure that many women can identify with this - luckily and not really surprisingly (thankfully) my bedroom antics didn't suffer too much over the past few years.. still feeling sexy in private :-)
Now though I am ready to take it to another level again. Guided by my husband (who recently organised a surprise sexy gift.. all will be revealed!) combined with sporadic visits to xtube to read your lovely and naughty comments... well, I am feeling the urge to focus on the erotic woman in me (and body). I am tingling with anticipation as I am putting together a new video... Let the fun begin. Rasha x
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I realize now the message I sent you may have been a private message, and then I read you profile later and it said 'please don't private mesages, just leave comments'. My messages was a really, nice positive messages, but I want to apologize for sending it the way I did if it was intrusive. Thanks. Looking forward to seeing more of your fantastic pics and videos. I will probably send a suggestion or two along the way. God bless you and your husband (for his willingness to share you beauty in this way). 
I was just surfing around and stumbled upon your page. I think it takes a certain courage and sass to "expose" yourself, your body and sensuality in the ways you have in your past videos, and certainly in your most recent. The honest vulnerability in your blog just adds to your eroticism and appeal. Kudos, cher -you'll be just fine ...as I'm sure you are already seeing from your legions of fans. ;-)
♥ Welcome back, beautiful !! As You know, You have been missed and not just by myself! First of all, congratulations on becomming a mom! I'm certain You'll be a dream of a mother as You are not only beautiful on the outside. I also want to thank Your (extremely fortunate) husband for giving You that surprise sexy gift as he, in a way, gave it to us all.
I, among many, had allmost given up hope of ever seeing You on X again, so I had to pinch myself when i went through my subscriptions.
"Let the fun begin" indeed! Can't wait to see what else You have in store for us!!
Once again, Welcome back!! xx SL66 ♥
Can't wait to see it. You've always had the best videos. They never disappoint and have always left us asking, "What will she come up with next?" Glad to hear you're back with us.
I'm looking forward t Xtubes future. You are a sexy blessing sent to all Xtubers to keep us horny!
Your blog was beautifully expressed and written. I think that it takes a lot to come back, and I believe that you will find that many people will respond in kind to your honesty.
Keep it up, you are a gorgeous gal.
I was just surfing around and stumbled upon your page. I think it takes a certain courage and sass to "expose" yourself, your body and sensuality in the ways you have in your past videos, and certainly in your most recent. The honest vulnerability in your blog just adds to your eroticism and appeal. Kudos, cher -you'll be just fine ...as I'm sure you are already seeing from your legions of fans. ;-)