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I STOP FILMING, BECAUSE IT IS TIME TO DISAPPEAR. WE ARE FREE. SOMEWHERE. IN THIS WORLD. IN LOVE. THANK YOU ALL WHO HELPED DURING HARD TIMES. WITHOUT YOU WE WOULD HAVE NEVER COME SO FAR. 'From this day to the ending of the world. But we in it shall be remembered. We few, we happy few, we band of brothers.' ~William Shakespeare ________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ I started to film my life the day before my brother Adam arrived. Since then I've been trying to catch all my cravings and all my passion on tape because my love is special and I want the world to see that, feel that, understand that. I would have never thought that I'd make it that far. There were days I hated myself. But capturing my love would ease my pain. And it would even help me to get rid of that coward in me. In my recordings everyone can see me growing. And I don't just mean down there. 'Cause step by step I experienced things I had never even dared dreaming of. And I don't just mean my squirtings without even touching myself. The moment I type his name on my keyboard my fingers wrestle for the letters: A-D-A-M. Like the first boy on earth. Frankly, who thinks of an apple, if you are naked and in paradise. I am well. I am okay. I even have fun. Because I am free. Everyone who wants to love has to go through this, has to go some way. Probably more than 10 steps. Probably less. But these are my footsteps, my marks - like shameless sweet sperm on brother's bubble butt. I am ready to live now. We are ready to live now. Me and my brother Adam. Together. Julian ________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ # 1 Dear Adam! I'm lying in my bed. I have a photo of you with me. It's the one from our vacation in Greece. You are standing in the sea and facing the camera. The waterlevel runs across your hips. Your stomach, your chest, your arms. Everything is so sweet. I remember that day exactly. We were camping nearby. staying outside whole day 'n night. We had fires and grilled some tasteful greek cheese with tomatoes and bread. And drank 'Ouzo'. That strong 'n strange liqueur, that changes its clear colour to milky white when you mix it with water. We drank that stuff a lot. And I watched your lips sipping the milky juice down your throat. That night I went into the sea during nighttime. Water wasn't cold. The moon was shining and I could see you lying next to the glowing fireplace. I was standing there with the waterlevel running across my hips and thinking of my body being split in two. Underwater I would be you. So I didn't touch my dick - I touched your dick. The salty water made a strange and unfamiliar feeling on my pulsing cock. And with the help of the mediterranean waves I guess I needed not more than three or four strokes to squirt my truely familiar milk into the dark 'n endless sea. I kiss your photograph. And it's salty. Like the sea... Julian ________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ # 2 Dear Adam! I picked you up. We didn't even go home at first, but for a beer. Or two. We nearly forgot your luggage in the bar. You were too tired to take a shower. Jumped into dreamland immediatley. Our first night in ONE bed. It was hard. Harder than ever. I was dreaming weirdest things about a club that looked like a railway-station and guys on rollerblades serving 'White Russian'. In the morning, I woke up with a hard-on. And you next to me! How would your 'White Russian'-cocktail taste like? That thought made me wet again. Livid morning-light shining in. I didn't want to disturb you. I am so looking forward to see your cock again. It's been a long time. I won't have to wait too long. Sooner or later your are gonna take a shower. In my bathroom: no door, inspiring red light. And naked Adam alone... 'Big brother' is watching you, Adam! Julian ________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ # 3 Dear Adam! I was a coward. I fucked it up. I just didn't have the balls to touch you directly. So I took something else to contact you. Something soft. Something that's like a fly or some wind on your dreaming skin. Something that annoys you a little, but also excites you, because it ensouls your dream-scenarios. (No feather to be found, but some juicy thing left from my renovation-work.) Damn sure that tool inspired your dreams, little bro. 'Cause your little bro would grow 'n grow.' Well, probably some shyness did yield interestingly blooming results. (I really didn't know that you are such a lovely shooter!) Yours Julian 'They do not love that do not show their love. The course of true love never did run smooth. Love is a familiar. Love is a devil. There is no evil angel but Love.' ~William Shakespeare ________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ # 4 Dear Adam! You always wanted to get a piercing. You told me that a hundred times. Since you are living here for some time now and want to explore 'everything' in the 'great city of Berlin' you come up with this idea ceaselessly. You just never knew where you wanted to have it. Well: I'd have an idea! You never had thought of your dick! You, who loves his dick more than everything else hasn't thought of getting a sweet, little frenum piercing ever. You didn't even know the word 'frenum'! „It's the very sensitive spot between foreskin 'n glans“, I told you. You immediately knew which part I was talking about. You got curious. We searched some Internet-pics 'n stuff about that issue and you found out, that people described the feeling as 'more than exciting'. So you began to love the idea. I knew that I could bring your thoughts on your DICK! And when you told me, that you would get such a thing, I really could feel my own cock growing in my pants. „Really? Cool!“ I said. You: „But only if you get one yourself!“ My dick shrinking again! Me a piercing! No way! „Hey, come on, you are my bro!“ you smiled at me. And you are fucking right! Yours Julian ________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ # 5 Dear Adam! Your 'big brother' will always be watching you! I promise. How do you like my shower, Adam? After your work-out, after jogging or every fucking morning I would see you in there lately. And every single time you are so relaxed and enjoy it full length: Having hot water till fog's rising. You love to touch and see yourself. You are narcissistic! That's for sure. I've known that for long now. And after seeing you in my shower, I have the pure proof. (Thought that it would be a good idea, to put a mirror on the shower-wall. Also the so called 'raindance'-showerhead was a good investment.) There's some really special magic about you shaving your balls, wanking smoothly till the end and simultaneously my cum running all over the red curtain as if that curtain was your sunburned skin. Yours Julian ________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ # 6 Dear Adam! Yes, I caught you wanking again! It just needed some time. And a little lie - to spy. I told you, that I was having a long skype-conversation. You shouldn't disturb me. Well, I decided not to call anyone. But instead see what you would be doing in your spare time. When 'nobody' is around. I got the chance to find out quite a many things about your preferences and likes. Can say, that I learned a lot about you. I now know how you like it! It was also a thrill to find out what images you are wanking to. Jerking off to recordings of yourself! Oh, boy! And: I really didn't know that you were such a lovely edger. Your dick would jump in excitement and you'll be surfing at the very peek of the wave for a really long time. Selfloving and youthful. A cute boy's secret time. At least meant to be secret. And then you run out in relief. Squirting and then dripping and dripping thick white semen. All on your blue underwear lying on the keyboard. If that keyboard could just have been me! Yours Julian ________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ # 7 Dear Adam! You somewhere read that Metropolis has got to be the best movie ever made. I could have told you, that you would fall into dreamland, watching it. 'Metropolis' is a great movie, but there are tendencies to pass away during that really long 1920s black 'n white nearly three hour silent movie - especially after jogging through the streets of Berlin the whole evening. And then you were lying there. TV still running. Your MP3-player in your ears. (You are right, you don't miss a word during a silent movie.) I couldn't really hear what you were listening to. Some alternative rock-pop I guess. Like 'The Strokes' or 'The White Stripes'. You like all the bands with a 'The' in their name... This whole situation was so hot. It was dangerous, adventurous, sexy. When I took my dick out, I was already wet. I don't know how to describe it: Let's just say, that I didn't need my hands to cum. The gorgeous view of your naked ass was enough.Yes, it was handsfree, I couldn't hold it any longer. I know that Metropolis is a very good dreaming-movie, but at the same time I'm not very sure about how far away you really were, when I was so close to you. Because you even got wet! Dripping precum on my couch. Humping a little with your sweet ass dreaming about whatever and... Sweet dreams, little Adam! I didn't touch your skin with my hands. But with my inner self. Well, real love comes from the inside! So I left my traces. To find and to be found. Now we really came closer to eachother. I feel it. Though we didn't communicate. Our breaths were slow and calm. It was a lovely shock recognizing that you got aroused too. I didn't even sigh when I shot my wild dancing semen out. No noise. - Like in a silent movie. Julian ________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ # 8 Dear Adam! My plan was very dimly in the beginning, but would grow and grow... like everything on this fucking cute planet. Long time we didn't play a special game: 'Spin the bottle'. It's a cool game. We learnt a lot about eachother! I have to tell you something, Adam: I wanted it. I wanted that cookie! I swear, it's never been that hard for me not to cum instantly. I was watching you grabbing your cock, and there we go: already wet! I even did fake-strokes with no real touching of my cock, or I immediately would have shot my load high up on the walls. And you, you were some kind of working hard for cum. Probably you were a little nervous. Sure! And me, I wasn't allowed to cum first. Not if I wanted to get that cookie! I tried to focus on something else. Something that would turn me down: ONIONS. It's always been onions. Never liked them. Not as a boy. Not today. Onions are mean and brutal. Sorry, but they make you cry. So I had a wettish eye 'n cock that night with you. And that special moment a tear ran down my cheek, it felt as if my cum would escape through some backdoor. Jumping directly out of my face. - Like joy alway does. And seconds after I finally saw your sperm hitting the chocolate-cookie I happily opened my main-exit. My fire-door. What can I say more? Eating the cookie was somehow weird. And I know what the irritating thing was: the cookie. Your loving Julian ________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ # 9 Dear Adam! Yes, the pajama-party was my idea. And it was a good idea. 'Cause you don't wear pajamas. So we had to buy one. Just for fun, we took the same white union suits. Yes, we looked like twins! Everyone was laughing. It really looked ...WOW! And I stared at your crotch the whole night. Hard to concentrate! I managed to get enough punch (red wine, rum, orangejuice, lemon, cinnamon, cloves). You suddenly disappeared. (You obviously liked my punch too...) And when I staggered into my bedroom, I saw you there. I will remember this situation for my whole life. It was the first time I touched your cock (with my hand)! My passed-out friends outside on the couch. And then something amazing happend. You suddenly reached out for me! For my cock! (Do you even remember that?!) Well, you then passed away again.I knew, that I would have to finish my job. And it's a tough one to get my dazed little Adam to shoot his load. A little sucking kiss on your cock did probably help. Damn, Adam, you taste so goddamn good! (Yes, writing these words makes me wet again...) I milked you to pure dreaming ecstasy. I squirted too. Two dizzy, dirty pajama-boys! Kisses, Julian ________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ # 10 Dear Adam! It was no coincidence. I had arranged everything. I have to tell you this. I just wasn't able to do it all by myself. I needed help... 'Sweetboysfreak' made the offer: He wanted to 'prepare' you for me. First I was skeptical. But 'Sweetboysfreak' mentioned that he had a lot of experience with boys like you, boys that were very sexual, but a little shy too. You would have to work with their narcissistic nature, he told me. I was impressed, that he really seemed to have the appropriate impression of you. Yes, originally I wanted to win you over myself. But then: an experienced guy would support me and I could probably reach my acclaimed aim before you leave. There was nothing to loose. The idea had grown over a few days. It was me, who had arranged that chat-meeting! And Mr 'Sweetboysfreak' really knew what he was doing. Never thought that you would be so snappy. Soaping and carressing your cock 'n even ass perfectly. Getting hard and harder. 'Sweetboysfreak' made you really hot, really horny. And then he would let me join the situation. It's 'unbefuckinglievable' what an experienced guy can do just with words. So we both landed in the livingroom. And then I saw things and did stuff I couldn't even have imagined a few days ago. Which things? Well, as you know, Adam, I got your cock in my mouth. Took your huge dick between my lips. Or rather being plugged with it! 'Cause you shoved your excited cock, right into my mouth as if there was some magnetic field down my throat or something. You even forgot to read what 'Sweetboysfreak' was texting (didn't miss much, because 'Sweetboysfreak' was smart enough to use his hands for better moves than typing). I was overwhelmed and tried to swallow every centimeter. My heart was jumping in excitement. And then Mr. Sweetboysfreak guided us to something that will be burned in my memory for always and ever. He made you shoot your load into my face. On my lips. My chin. And I really tasted you at last! Your semen was white and shiny. Like the moon outside. Now you can't just walk away. Adam! You can't pretend that nothing happened! We are out now! We both know it! I avoided to tell you this before, but I finally want to let it out: I want to hold you in my arms, I want to kiss you, I want to touch you. I want to make love to you! And I will! Yours Julian ________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ #11 | BROTHERSLOVE Dear Adam! I am out of words. We are in LOVE. BROTHERSLOVE.







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Top Comment #1 by: brotherslove
2 months ago

Hello world, we are overwhelmed by the many nice and supporting messages we got over the time. We hope to be able to answer every single one, but it will take time. Life is tough and we have to work a lot to pay our bills. Sounds probably familiar to you, but that is the way our fucked up world works these days...

Just wanted to let our friends on xtube know, that we are still alive and doing as best as we can!
Yours, Julian + Adam

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Top Comment #2 by: ice20ma
2 years ago

I cant get enought of you two

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1 week ago

sind neue videos geplant oder ist das kapitel ein für allemal geschlossen?

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1 month ago

The world can be really hard to deal with, but having someone beside you lessens the pain. 

I got really emotional with your story, because it's so pure.

I'm so happy that you have each other to face the world, and I know that you are going to pass over every problem. 

:3

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2 months ago

I miss seeing you guys! I hope there will be a new video sometime soon!

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2 months ago

Yes the world is hard where ever you are but the thing to keep saying is don't let the get put you down we are all stong to keep each other together

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2 months ago

Je ne parle pas anglais donc je ne comprends pas ce qui se dit mais ta présentation et ton profil me donnait tellement envie de t'ajouter que voila c'est fait! merci!

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2 months ago

Hello world, we are overwhelmed by the many nice and supporting messages we got over the time. We hope to be able to answer every single one, but it will take time. Life is tough and we have to work a lot to pay our bills. Sounds probably familiar to you, but that is the way our fucked up world works these days...

Just wanted to let our friends on xtube know, that we are still alive and doing as best as we can!
Yours, Julian + Adam

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3 months ago

We Want you back.  We all miss you too.  We want to know where you are in your lives!

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4 months ago

You guys are great....I hope you can add me as a friend....Be Well..

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4 months ago

So how are you doing? it's been a while!

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6 months ago

email me $$$

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7 months ago

HOLA HOT VIDS HMMM SKYPE OOVOO  manny9264  TAKE CARE

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7 months ago

hot!!!!

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7 months ago

love your stuff,opening blog very moving :(  hope you can add me to your friends list.kisses from the U.K ;)

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8 months ago

you are soooo sweet an sexy!

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8 months ago

Thanx for the add, m8!

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8 months ago

Fucking love your vids. Brother love is sooooo hot.

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8 months ago

What you and your brother up too now?

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8 months ago

grrrrrrrrrrrrrr

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8 months ago

i love you, and I like your words, that feeling that love flows through the veins ...

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8 months ago

wie geht es euch beiden mitlerweile?

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8 months ago

# 12 Dear brotherlove! I rated your profile. It is so creative, and worth my time to stop by. Thanks!

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10 months ago

You guys are the best.

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10 months ago

miss you guys....best wishes to you :D

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10 months ago

SEXY

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11 months ago

Hooooooooooooooooooooot ^^

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11 months ago

thinking of u & adam today, create ur own reality, be happy in it (one of lifes secrets).

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11 months ago

-Hot, adoro bere sborra, piscio e leccare piedi, sono una vera cagna ITALIANA ..
hot I  love drink cum, piss and lick feet .. I'm a real ITALIAN bitch.

thanks for following me-

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1 year ago

Hey there guys! Just passing by I hope you are doing well and still very much in love! good luck xx

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1 year ago

Sexxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxy :o)

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1 year ago

I Love you BOTH! Such Beautiful boys in love! My thoughts and Prayers are with you and Adam! Please keep in touch when you can...You do have a following of gay brothers that wish you a future filled with happiness, love and JOY! You are a blessing to each other and to others who share your experience! Thanks for the inspiration with your Love Story in Videos! Thanks for sharing! Luv ya! Doug  xoxo  Thanks for the Romance! :)

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1 year ago

so romantic ;]

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1 year ago

Immer wieder Geil ^^

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